So much of what I do is based on what I know or what I think I know. How I think things should be, because I have either seen it or heard about it. Regardless, I want to make the ‘right’ decisions at all times. Why? I want to be perfect. I want to be able to say ‘I got that right the first time’ ! I wonder if I ever get anything right the first time. I wish I understood this idea of reaching, wanting ‘perfection’ earlier. I might have avoided a lot of conflicts, disappoi
